It is a busy weekend (again).
Classes from 8am, competition until 12:30am, I am wearing heavy makeup, and the journey home is quite a distance... it took me 1 hour to get home.
It has been a while I don't get to drive after 1am, radio keeps playing love songs to sink my heart, I have no expectations, but I have memories.
I am tired, I do.
Got home late, sort out dance costume, cosmetics, put everything back to place, removing makeup... it is a quiet night, and I got myself a Tiger, and a can of Asahi.
It is a fruitful night.
I win 6th placing, intermediate category - belly dance.
Time is never enough, and I have done so many things. There are simply more things to be completed.
I need some time off for myself, my soul, and my legs.
Dancer's feet:
Listening:
Lyrics:
Now and then I think of when we were together
Like when you said you felt so happy you could die
Told myself that you were right for me
But felt so lonely in your company
But that was love and it's an ache I still remember
You can get addicted to a certain kind of sadness
Like resignation to the end
Always the end
So when we found that we could not make sense
Well you said that we would still be friends
But I'll admit that I was glad it was over
But you didn't have to cut me off
Make out like it never happened
And that we were nothing
And I don't even need your love
But you treat me like a stranger
And that feels so rough
And you didn't have to stoop so low
Have your friends collect your records
And then change your number
I guess that I don't need that though
Now you're just somebody that I used to know
Now you're just somebody that I used to know
Now you're just somebody that I used to know
Now and then I think of all the times you screwed me over
But had me believing it was always something that I'd done
And I don't wanna live that way
Reading into every word you say
You said that you could let it go
And I wouldn't catch you hung up on somebody that you used to know...
But you didn't have to cut me off
Make out like it never happened
And that we were nothing
And I don't even need your love
But you treat me like a stranger
And that feels so rough
And you didn't have to stoop so low
Have your friends collect your records
And then change your number
I guess that I don't need that though
Now you're just somebody that I used to know
I used to know
That I used to know
Somebody...
Source: http://www.lyricsreg.com/lyrics/gotye/Somebody+That+I+Use+To+Know+Feat.+Kimbra/
hi ayumi,
ReplyDeletecongrats and it's nice to read that u got 6th place.. well done ohh.. gong xi.. :)
in my heart u are always the best belly dancer already.. perfect in every ways.. n always improving.. :)
it's a beautiful song.. n somehow in many ways it relates alot to me too.. thanx for sharing it and i'm listening to it over n over again tonite.. :)
do take good care dear ayumi and i will always wish for the best for u "no matter what", unconditionally.. :)
may u have the good times to be alone for ur self and ur beautiful soul.. and resting.. especially ur feet... *blisters on my feet are recovering well* :)
Wow - I'm impressed that you can pack so much into your schedule while being a full time trader and still trade well. It shows you have a good amount of energy and skill. =)
ReplyDeleteCongrats on the high showing in your dance competition. It would be great to see a clip of some of your performances.